don't judge please

Thursday, August 11, 2011

STRIKE!!!

To quote one of my favorite songs "You're a slave to money, then you die." It is no secret that every decision that people make revolves around money in some way or another. All i think about every day are bills and gas and bank statements and absolutely DREADING going to work. I am just sick and tired of work and money and work and money... I am all for working hard for the things you need, but sometimes enough is enough. I am at my breaking point with this job i have and i don't think i can stand another second of it. Just the thought of knowing i have to go to work today makes me want to vomit. Its like choking back stomach acid everytime i walk through those doors and clock in.    Classes are starting for me in about 2 and a half weeks and that just brings even more stress. more classes adds more loans that i have to pay for and more supplies and books i have to buy. Which means i can't quit my job because i need money in order to buy things for classes and pay for rent and gas. GGGGAAAHHHH!!!! It's just a maddening vicious circle of money and bills and well... SHIT!

Monday, July 11, 2011

Retail Therapy

I just purchased this lovely frock and i'm SO excited for it to get here! (preferably before vacation) I've always needed a sexy LBD so why not slurge on myself a little ;) The tricky part of this dress is the decision to either go bra-less or find a really good strapless/backless bra that just sticks on. I've tried on one of those kind of jelly like bras before and they don't stay on very well. They also don't keep the girls lifted and seperated the way they should be! So this hot dress will probably only look good from the back if my girls are drooping in the front ha. This is the ONLY reason i'm jealous of girls who literally have teeny tiny titties because they don't have to worry about support when they're wearing anything! uugghhhh well any advice with this dilemma would be much appreciated ;) and just tell me what you think of the dress lol Ciao <3

Saturday, June 4, 2011

damned Jagerbombs!!!

Sssssssoooooooo I havn't been on this thingy in about a decade so i'm sure all of my thousands of followers are wondering if i fell off the face of the earth or something. haha... I just got off a 13 hour shift at work without a break and my last table decided to spill some jager on me so i know smell like jagerbombs and wings from work bblllleeehhhh... its not my preferred perfume but i guess it will do? It'll do pig.... It'll do.
 I have the next 2 days off work to come home so lookout BRIDGEWATER!!! La ROJA is in town and there will be some mischevious trouble making going on ;) I hope i get to see my jilly fresh or Kimmy D(tits) hehehe Love you guys.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

at long last i have a BREAK!!!

Today is my first day off work in 2 weeks! For the past 2 weeks i've been working my ass of doubles every other day and now it is my time to relax and have 3 days off to go home and see all my favorite people. (you know who you are <3 ;) ) . At first thought I want to spend my three days off without speaking to ANYONE because i am so sick of people that i am just done with people at this moment. Serving people at a restaurant for such a long time without a break has given me a new found "Extreme Dislike" for people. Especially if they are fussy complainers, as needy as a 4 year old and that give shitty tips. For example I was serving a table of 10 people who  needed refills every 60 seconds cuz they would suck down they're drinks like it was the apocolypse. All in all everything went well they got all they're food correctly and they got really good service from me since they were my only table that night... and of course they all wanted seperate checks. So i bring out they're checks and I tell them to have a wonderful night. These people took up residence at that table for HOURS after they paid and i'm not allowed to leave until they do so i can clean the table. Once they left i was skipping and rejoicing towards the table to pick up my tips and clean the damn thing.  As i honed in on the last white piece of paper that would hold my tips on the credit card i look at it hoping to see something good... but wait... there's a 3 in the tip slot... is that a 3 as in $3.00 or a 3 as in 3 CENTS. This guys tab was about $40 dollars and he took the time to write down the amount and the total once he tipped me 3 CENTS!!!!! GGGRRRAAHHH! I would rather he just stiffed me and left me notnhing at all.
So I've decided that i'm going to go home for 3 days to see the fam and friends. I've already got a hot date lined up with Fragolina! and a "Ginger party" with my Kimmy D and Jilly Fresh.. Can't wait for some quality time with people that don't make me want to consider becoming a serial killer lol ... Peace and Blessings PEACE and Blessings (Tracey) ;P

Thursday, April 28, 2011

IT'S HERE!!!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG!!! Its so fluffy i'm gonna DIE! When i opened up my mail box and saw that package that looked all round and Unicorn-like my eyes were as big as cantelopes and I started jumping up and down and ripped open the package and silence fell.... i think i was in shock... who would have thought there was such thing as love at first sight? ... and who would have thought it could be so... FFFFLLLLLUUUUFFFFHFHFHFHGHfHFFFYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!! :D  hahaha

Monday, April 25, 2011

Restarurant pet peeeeeve!

Ok for those of you that work in the restaurant business as a server you know EXACTLY how i feel.... Tonight at Bull & Bones (my place of employment which i probably live at more than my own apartment) I was serving a section of the restaurant with large table so i got a few large parties. First i get there drinks and ask if they want any appetizers or if they are ready to order.... After a good 30 minutes ther are finally ready to order so i begin taking their entree orders.... Now to get to my point about pet peeves, when you order food from a menu you generally don't change much about it because that is the way the dish is prepared and it generally tastes good as is. BUT there are some people who like to modify their meal so much that it isn't even the same thing thats on the menu.
One of the ladies at my table ( who was very picky about the sweetness of her tea to begin with) ordered a pub chicken sandwich which at B&B consists of chicken breast, cheese, bacon, grilled onions, tomatoes, lettuce ect. well this is exactly how she went about it...

Lady: I would like the pub chicken sandwich with no cheese, no bacon, no lettuce, no tomato, to onions and no bun.
Me: Absolutely! who needs any of that other stuff anyway??? ( with a high pitched "you're not wierd at all" voice)

..... so essentially i took precious minutes of my time as a busy server to right down every detail of an order when all her entree came down to was a simple grilled chicken breast, WHICH WE ALREADY HAVE AS A CHOICE ON THE MENU!!!!!

WWwhhhheeeewwww!!!! well that was my rant about the general public that we have to serve. so here's the bottom line... tell me what you actually want and not everything that you DON'T want!!!

Friday, April 22, 2011

FAIL.

My ass is officially burnt from the tanning bed uuuggghhhh I went for 10 Minutes and i knew I would come out a little pink... HOWEVER.  when you think you're in the clear and won't be burnt... think again cuz the next day it will bite you in the ass literally. Not to mention my lady lumps are nice and crispy too...Oh the life of a pale person. Its a good thing my work uniform isn't low cut cuz being burnt when it's raining outside is a dead give away.... all i have to say is OOOOuuuuuccCHhHHHh!